I though the days were supposed to get easier and instead they are getting harder for skylar. Today she woke up and first thing she saw was daddy wheres you go???!!!???? I felt so bad for her I had to yet again tell her daddy went bye bye to help the other daddy's. I really dont know what else to tell her to help her. And then around lunch he called on skype I yelled for her to come and talk to daddy she ran into the room soooooo happy then realized he was not there and looked so sad. She saw him on the comp and got happy for a min but after we got off she we went to play outside and all she did was go to the back gate and yell at our car daddy daddy wheres you go?? It sucks.
We had our first outing today since he left....we went to the doc lol she was good at first tell she saw a man in ACU's and tried to run to him. when I grabbed her hand and told he no lets go she started crying saying daddy daddy daddy I felt so bad all I could do was cry in the middle of the hospital and tell her no thats not daddy and that daddy was at work....I dont know how much more of this I can take I wish she would start to understand but I dont think she will. I hope it gets better soon.
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